Well, besides this infection I am now coming down with a cold. I feel like things get the worst around Christmas and it's really starting to be a strain on me. I'm beyond depressed and way stressed out. My insurance was changed to a different provider so my previous doctor doesn't accept the kind I have! I tried getting a hold of the doctor assigned to me but this doctor doesn't exist anywhere. I have tried 3 different locations for where it said this doctor would be. So now I have to find a new doctor that accepts new patients and my insurance. I really hope that things will get better. It seems like the harder I try, the harder I fall. I'm about to fall of the edge. Hope everybody had an amazing Thanksgiving!
on November 28, 2017
Took the last of my medicine the other day and I am getting sick in a different way now besides this cold! Sorry I haven't been posting updates a lot. I finally feel okay enough today to stay awake and update the world. These past 2 months have been exhausting and more stressful then ever. Especially with Christmas and the New Year coming up. Our bills are becoming due and we won't have all the funds to pay them in full. I am hoping they will work with us but I am unsure because we have been struggling so much since April 2017. So many changes and not for the good. I'm not sure what God's plan is for me but so far, I am not liking the direction he is taking me and I don't think I can handle much more bad luck. Much love XOXO
on December 7, 2017
Well, I have some other news I just received moments ago. When I went to the Redi-Med, the doctor was asking me some questions and referred me for a sleep a study. Well, last week was my appointment to go and get the home machine and use it for the night. Well, the lady from the Sleep Center called me to update me. I do have sleep apnea because I quit breathing a lot. So, they sent the results back to the doctor and are going to get a hold of the medical supply place for a CPAP machine. They will let me know the the cost and if my insurance will cover it. Which happened to discontinue Dec 1, 2017. I looked up just to see how much they range from. It can be anywhere between $250-$1000 from what I seen. It is impossible for me to be able to afford that and the doctors recommend I get it. They mentioned that if left untreated, it can cause serious and life-shortening consequences. I already have the high blood pressure, depression, headaches, and memory loss. Which, come to find out, is also caused from Sleep Apnea. A few other consequences include diabetes, motor vehicle accidents, and other cardiovascular problems Besides the Sleep Apnea, I have PCOS, and the Ebstein-Barr Virus. I feel like my health has been spiraling out of control since I turned 18. I am beyond scared and terrified at this point. Please please, help and donate if you can. Especially now with all this new information. I'm not ready or prepared for any of this.